Yeah so, Life is rather intriguing(sp?) right now. I'm a complete
and total idiot and can't understand grade 10 algebra.

"if a gun is 1 foot from my head, and the bullet takes 1 second to
reach my head, and is slowed down by 25% as it passes through
my brain, then what is the speed of the bullet and how dense is
my brain?"

God...It's making me so much more stressed out than i have to
be! **cries**

and yeah. Apparantly this fucking prick has been talking shit
about me. according to his closest friend. "it can't get much worse
than what i've heard about you". How fucking encouraging is that.
I'm so fucking pissed off right now. This is SO NOT what I needed
right now. Why the fuck do you have to go around telling your
friends I'm easy. How many people do you know of that I've had
sex with? Or even made out with? None!! I haven't had sex in
over a year, I haven't made out with anyone in months.. You are
a stupid filthy whore and I just can't believe you'd talk shit about
me. [again with the naivety, who the fuck am I supposed to trust?]

I am extremely pissed off to find this out. I'm assuming you
either like talking shit about people, or you just REALLY don't like
me. Fuck.

I hate this. It's making me eat...and the eating is making me
feel sick. I think i may be sick... I hate eating...I'm so stressed. I
feel grotesque and I wish I could just stop being here. Stop
pretending life is fine. Stop pretending i care, stop pretending I
can be okay. I hate this. I can't take all the stupid shit that
people keep throwing at me. I don't have friends, I
have "aquaintances" i suppose it's safer that way anyhow.. I can't
take this shit anymore.

I was already having a bad day. hearing that shit just pushed me
over the edge....

Oh fucking well. All i can say is, I don't care if you talk shit about
me, as long as you have the decency to say it to my face.

I'm not wasting anymore energy on the topic, so here's a useful
tidbit of information(if you ever had a hunch that I was a monkey)

It only takes 5 minutes to climb up 13 stories worth of stairs
without putting your feet on the ground. I did it and it was so
fucking fun!! I love just randomly climbing... Climbing is good. did
anyone else go to that website with the moon song by any
chance?? I thought it was SO funny! I discovered it last year and I
laughed so hard I almost peed my pants when i saw the Quizno's
commercial!! It was funny..

Anywho. I'm going to go eat ice cream, be depressed and angsty
and have thoughts of fun stuff.

-Cass


p s- - - > Yeah and I was thinking of trying heroine...if anyone's
done it before, leave a comment with advice.